Real Life - Being Real

sometimes Ok most of the time... I wish life was like a fairytale, but sadly it really isn't!

I think this is the biggest thing I struggle with! and I HATE it.. guess I will have to work on it!

I have been struggling a TON this week... most nights I just go to bed and cry for a while.. then I wake up refreshed but by mid morning I am back in my funk mood!
I catch myself all the time during the day fight my gloomy thoughts... I just need to remember ONE thing!

Life does get easier... as soon as I can remember to rely on one thing... God!

Without him I am nothing (I have never talked strongly about my religion, but I am a Christian)..

One of my best friend's mom has been fighting with cancer for 5 years.. and has been going down hill very quickly.. I have been really struggling with it!

Also my family is going to have to move our horses from the farm they are on right now, and we really dont know where we are going to move them! It has totally been stressing me out!

I just have to BREATHE!!
This has all been kinda all jumbled but I just had to get my thoughts out!

What do you do when you are stressed??

xo,
Beatrice

Keeping It Real



 

It has been a hard past two weeks, Life has decided to throw me a couple curve balls and I really don't want to have to deal with it!

 

 

One thing in particular saddens me. I found out yesterday that our good old carriage horse has a growth in her ear. This growth could possibly be cancer and the only thing to do is have an operation done and take her ear off!

 

 

This is super sad news, but what makes it worse is that this news came at a time when I had already enough bad news to hear!

 

 

I have come to realize that No matter what, you have to keep living life to its fullest and not let the bad news hit you too hard.

 

 

We are still trying to decide if we want this operation done, but for now I know my horse is OK and she is not in pain.

 

 

Well Life Goes On...

 

 

Sorry If this post is kinda all over the place, I just need to settle my thoughts.