Being Popular

All of my life I wanted to fit in.

I think we all want to be excepted, maybe some of us more than others. I think it is silly, but yet I still wonder.. "Do I look OK?" "Will my style stand out?" "Will they like me?"

If it is on the Internet or out in public, once in a while that thought would cross my mind.

It use to be more when I was young then it is now. When I was 10 or 11 I REALLY wanted to fit.

I had friends, a great life and everything was easy.

Then when I reached about 15 everything changed!!

Some of my BEST friends just left, I had barley anyone that was my friend and I was kinda THAT person that you called when you REALLY didn't have anything to do.

I was VERY confused! What did I do?? the "am I good enough questions" came back..

Then I really got into horses and I met a friend and things where OK, but this friend was 25 years older than me.. so she was nice to talk to, but not the person you just have a sleepover with..

Catch my drift??

I still didn't have friends and I DESPERATELY wanted friends.

In those times I became much better friends with my family and I learned that being alone was OK.

One week before my birthday something great happened!

I met and AMAZING friend!

Katherine ( i mentioned meeting her), she is AWESOME! We have hung out and rode together and we totally enjoy hanging out :)

Funny how things work out!

Life is difficult, it can rub you the wrong way, but if you make the best of it you can make it through!

Were you popular when you were young?? Are you now?? Do you care anymore??

Feel good about yourself, You ARE amazing!

xo,
Beatrice

Hanukkah is Almost Here!!

Hanukkah starts Tomorrow Night!! I am SO excited.

Hanukkah is seriously my favorite holiday and my family has so much fun together!!

I cant wait to eat potato pancakes, light the candles, make doughnuts, and play dreidel.. oh and eat chocolate :)

Throughout the eight days I will post pictures and share with you how we celebrate!

What is your favorite holiday?? and Why??

xo,
Beatrice